Be MinE -

Disastrous memories of my past

Full of dismayed and Bitterness

Debasement I have been going through 

Mythical thoughts are Cuddling me

Colours of my life are deCaying 

I'm Blandishing people to be with me

An arCh tuft of Confound fright

My loneliness is pluCking my sOul

I have An Evergreen love for you

BeCause you are only hope of my life

BeCause Only yew Can Imbibe my pain

Only yew Can be healer of my wounds

I wanna go towards the rainbow with yew

I wanna feel your heart beat in my bosom

All these CruCial things are signs that

Without yew I'm An astray and Dissatisfied ..

Bebasi

jis kay liye thi justaju,armaa aur khuwaab hazaar

hathoon say reete ki terhan nikal gaya woh pyar -

Teri yaaD*

Teri sirf aik hi baat mujhay zyada yaad aati hai

Tera yeh kehna , Tum meri hona Chahti ho .. -

Last wisH*

Today My Eyes arE gEttiNg Dusky

BrEatHe Is FluCtuating At wOrst

My ClOsEd is swEaty anD stuffy 

yOu may wE|l say so ! I mEan

Is This ThE last Day Of My lifE ?

husH Hush HusH .. SssHhhhh

An angel is Coming to takE my sOul

But angel I'm not rEaDy yEt

My DearEst wisH is sti|l pEnDing

I knOw angel GOD sent yOu hEre

But My GOD knOws watH I always wisH fOr

Oh angel hang On , I'm not rEaDy yEt

sHe pErhaps On hEr way

Oh angel dOn't stEp fOrwarD

I wanna sEe hEr last timE

I wanna die Cosily in hEr arms

Oh angel don't Come nEar to mE

ThEre Is sti|l vaCant in My hEart

 p|Ease fulfill My last dEsire

I'll die Happily In hEr arms

I wanna Close My Eyes by seeing hEr

Oh angel I want magniFiCent dEatH

p|Ease don't disappoint mE! Oh angel

sHe pErhaps On hEr way to mE

Oh angel don't Be so Brutal 

May bE toDay shE'|l sEe My lovE

Oh angel , I dOn't want to die witH this burdOn

Stand sti|l angel , sHe pErHaps On hEr way ..

ProwEss*

my heart aches with sour

my soul squeals with pain

my body shivers of fear

Brain is about to erupt

An overwhelming dimsay

tolerance is finishing

Desperation is on top

i Cannot cope with them

burning in furnace of tears

everything seems to be tedious

I'm loathing my existence

where is ternerness for me

Everyone underestimates me Or I

surronded by accuses & jests 

hatefulness loves me a lot

But still I'm prow and living ..

I wanna forget yew*

Ever sinCe two sOuls PartEd
I start my Days anD nigHts
mElanChOly Of sEparatiOn
wiD gloOmy and dEprEsSiOn

I miss yOu truly and maDly
TiCklisHnEss of yOur worDs
Aura anD Aruma of your boDy
i sti|l fEel yEw arOunD mE

Every single mOmEnt of my lifE
mEmErizE mE abOut yOur Charm
I imprint yOur splEnDid smilE
I Can not nEgatE yourself Baby

DozEn Of pEople quEriEs mE
wHy I'm EnCloseD by amOur
I'm ThrasDing mysE|f CruE|ly
Owing to thE InEffeCtivEnEss .. *

sacrifiCe*

A great love? It's when you shed tears and still you care for them, it's when they ignore you and still you long for them. It's when they begin to love another and yet you smile and say, "I'm happy for you." If love fails, set yourself free, let your heart spread its wings and fly again.
Remember you may find love and lose it, but when love dies, you never have to die with it.The strongest people are not those who always win but those who stand back up when they fall. Somehow, along the course of life, you learn about yourself and realize that there should never be regrets, only a lifelong appreciation of the choices you've made.
Loving is not how you forget but how you forgive, not how you listen but how you understand, not what you see but how you feel, and not how you let
go but how you hold on.
It's more dangerous to weep inwardly rather than outwardly. Outward tears can be wiped away while secret tears scar forever ... It's best to wait for the one you want than settle for one that's available. It's best to wait for the right one because life is too short to waste on just someone ..*

FeElings*

In love, we win very rarely, but when love is true, even if you lose, you still win just for having the tingle of loving someone more than you love
yourself.
There comes a time when we stop loving someone, not because that person has stopped loving us but because we have found out that, they'd be
happier if we let go .... Why do we close our eyes when we sleep ? When we cry ? When we imagine ? When we kiss?

This is because THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THINGS IN THE WORLD ARE UNSEEN.

There are things that we never want to let go of, people we never want to leave behind, but keep in mind that letting go isn't the end of the world.
It's the beginning of a new life. Happiness lies for those who cry those who hurt, those who have searched and those who have tried. For only they
can appreciate the importance of the people who have touched our lives.

Udaasi

mujhse kehti hai tere saath rahoon gi sada

Bohat pyar karti hai mujhse udaasi meri ..

UnfOrgEttaB|E*

"Happy Valentine's Day 
from me to you"

that's all I want to say
We'll be friends forever
till we're both very old
so remember this special day

I adore you so much
with my whole heart
so much so, it hurts to say
that if I'm not there
when you need me the most
remember this special day

A yellow rose is a symbol
of friendship true and deep
And so, I want to say
that if I die tomorrow
or today, if God wills it
please, remember this day

I wrote you this poem
because I like you so
and should you forget this day
I'll say it again
and again and again

"Happy Valentine's Day"

GuzarisH*

ta qayamat shoker goya

tera Chehra phir aggar main dekh lon

bas aik baar ..

shuker kertay kertay baki zindagi ku dun main guzar .. *

Sadgi*

aye muhobbat main teri ada'On say hon pareshan

jesay itna Chaha usey hi pane ki khuwahish nahi .. *

My wisH*

You know I got this feeling that I just can't hide

I try to tell you how I feel
I try to tell you but I'm me
Words don't come easily
When you get close I share them

I watch you when you smile
I watch you when you cry
And I still don't understand
I can't find the way to tell you

I wish I was your lover
I wish that you were mine
Baby I got this feeling
That I just can't hide

Don't try to run away
There's many things I wanna say
No matter how it ends
Just hold me when I tell you

I wish I was your lover
I wish that you were mine
Baby I got this feeling
That I just can't hide

Oh I need is a miracle
Oh baby all I need is you
All I need is a love you give
Oh baby all I need is you
Baby you

I wish I was your lover
I wish that you were mine
Baby I got this feeling
That I just can't hide

I wish I was your lover ( I wish I was your lover)
I wish that you were mine
Baby I got this feeling

Just wanna be your lover
Just wanna be the one
Let me be the lover
Let me be the one
Yeah Yeah ..

Teri Bin*

tere bin main yun kesay jiya .. kesay jiya tere

tere bin main yun kesay jiya .. kesay jiya tere

lay ker yadein teri ratein meri kati

lay ker yadein teri ratein meri kati

mujh say batein teri kerti hain Chandni

tahna hain tujh bhi ratein meri

din mere din kay jesay nahi

tanha badan , tanha hai roh

num meri ankhien rahein

aaja mere ab rohbaroh

jeena nahi bin tere

tere bin main yun kesay jiya .. kesay jiya tere

tere bin main yun kesay jiya .. kesay jiya tere

kabh say ankhein meri raha main tere bChin

bulay say hi kabhi tu mil jaye kahi

bulein na mujh say batein teri

bhighi hain har paal ankhien meri

hmmm kyun sans lo kyun main jeyun , jeena bula say lage

kyun ho gaya tu bewafa mujh ku bata de wajaye

tere bin main yun kesay jiya .. kesay jiya tere

tere bin main yun kesay jiya .. kesay jiya tere

tere bin .. tere bin .. tere bin .. tere bin .. tere bin

kesay jiyaaaa ..

Rapture

Every NigHt I LaiD My Eyes On yEw

fElt EvErytin arOunD mE mOvE

gOt nErvOus whEn yEw lOkEd My way

but yEw knew all thE wOrDs to say

ThEn yOur luv sOwly mOvEd rigHt In

All tHis timE , Oh my uv , whEre yEah bEen?

Mi , AmOrE doN't yEw knOw

My ub I want yEw so

Sugar , yEw makE my sOul coMplEte

rApturE TastEs so swEet

I'm mEsmErizED in Every way

yEw kEep mE in A statE of DazE

yOur kiSsEs makE My skiN fEel wEak

Aways mEting in yOur hEat

tHEn I sOar lyk A birD on thE wiNd

Oh I gladE , as I'm lyiNg thrOugH hEavEn

Mi , AmOrE doN't yEw knOw

My lub I want yEw so

Sugar , yEw makE my sOul coMplEte

rApturE TastEs so swEet

sinCe wE coNneTt bEhiNd CosEd dOorS

SpArk tO yOur rApturE Aura

No tElliNg whEre wE will bE neXt 

surrEnDer to yOur rapturE Aura

Lay yOur hEaD (Et sluMbEr fOw)

Can't rEsiSt , Daz wHy wOrDs [will rulE ? wEnt wrOnG ?]

Mi , AmOrE doN't yEw knOw

My lub I want yEw so

Sugar , yEw makE my sOul coMplEte

rApturE TastEs so swEet .. * 

Loathing

rudE anD CrudE nigHt has gOnE
suN has StartEd thrOw his ligHts

InfOrMally I'm still widE awAkE

sleEp Has bEen wHiZzEd past By mE

FaDdiSm Of My lovE sEeMs to bE InCrEaSiNg

wHy so ? althOugH I'm nOt In yOur dEsirEs

Even thOugH I knEw yEw wEre nEver mInE

I'm gOing thrOugH An UnwaNtEd GriEf

wEtnEss Of My Eyes is MemOriZiNg mE

hOw that Brutal NigHt oCcurrEd In My lifE

My hEart is still thrObiNg Fast witH fEar

HanDs arE sHivEriNg UniNtEntiOnaly

FaitHfulnEsS TrustwOrtHinEsS sEeMs fakE

yEw tOok sHort viEws Of My sEnsatiOn

SaviOur has turNeD IntO EgOist Evil 

Baby wHy al tHesE happEneD in A jiff .. *

I'm all yOurs

yOu arE In my pErCeptiOns

yOu arE In My EmOtiOns

yOu arE In Every mOmEnt I livE

yOu arE In my day and nights

I Can't keep this bEhiND thE senCe anymOrE

UpOn my sOul yOu arE EverywHerE

From Earth to last sky Only yOu arE

whErEver I sEe I finD yOu

yOu arE, yEah baBy Only yOu unDouBtEdly yOu

yOu arE baBy , yEah yOu arE In mysElf

hOw i tel yOu?hOw Can i makE mysElf UndErstaNd

I waNna tEl yOu that hOw muCh I lOvE yOu

In My iMagiNatiOns I hug yOur shadOw InfiNitE timEs

My way yOu arE , My guiDe yOu arE

yOu arE the shElter whO I always wishEs

yOu arE, yEah baBy Only yOu unDouBtEdly yOu

yOu arE my beGiNning yOu arE An End

yOu arE thE rEasOn,amBitiOn I'm living for

UpOn my sOul yOu arE EverywhErE

whErevEr I sEe I finD Only yOu,baBy Only yew .. *

First words

Aaj na janay dil main kyun aik ajabse aas hai

kay aaj kay din tou , tu loot hi aye gha

meri sari khoyi khushiyaan wapis denay

meri ankhOon ku thandhak denay

meri ankhOon ku neEnd denay

mere hontOon ku muskaan denay

mere dil ku rahat denay

ju sath guzarey woh paal denay

Aaj na janay dil main kyun aik ajabse aas hai

ju ro ro ker guzari woh ratein denay

ju meri ankhOon say nikle woh ashq denay

ju main nay beCheni main guzaray woh paal denay

Aaj na janay dil main kyun aik ajabse aas hai

kay aaj kay din tou , tu loot hi aye gha

lakien dil yeh bhi kehta hai , yeh sirf teri aas hi hai .. *